Post by Vivinette Rendair on Sept 15, 2008 19:05:03 GMT -5
Before I start, don't freak out on me. I'm not always so dark and morbid, but lately, I've come to see death in almost any situation. It's had me thinking about several topics... Oh, and feel free to comment on this, guys. Really. That's what the reply button's for.
Now, let's begin...
I've been pondering about what I deem interesting things. I could be wrong, though, as you, my dear friends, may disagree with me. In any case.
I've been pondering about 'survival'. For instance, if I was forced to kill all of my classmates, my friends, in order to live, would I be able to?I still have not come to a conclusion on that particular subject, seeing as it's a very delicate thing. If I say I can't, I'm weak, and if I say I can, I'm a psycho. A delicate balance, no?
Another thing is the idea of life after this life. For instance, is it like a dreamless sleep? Is there really another life waiting? Can we really become another person? Sure, it's an odd thing to think... But part of me wants to know, and that brings me to my next ponderance...
Suicide. Yes, yes, it's bad, you think. "Taboo," even. But perhaps under certain circumstances it's not? Hm... It's something to wonder about, in any case... As in, if, to give your life for your/your spouse's unborn child to live... could you? Could you give your life for a friend you care for deeply?
And then, what I could do... to stop someone from suicide and self-mutilation. If there is a way. I'm just... worried about her...
In any case, thinking about all this, dying and such, has put a perspective on life. On how our days are numbered from birth.
Makes me wonder how long each of us have...
Now, let's begin...
I've been pondering about what I deem interesting things. I could be wrong, though, as you, my dear friends, may disagree with me. In any case.
I've been pondering about 'survival'. For instance, if I was forced to kill all of my classmates, my friends, in order to live, would I be able to?I still have not come to a conclusion on that particular subject, seeing as it's a very delicate thing. If I say I can't, I'm weak, and if I say I can, I'm a psycho. A delicate balance, no?
Another thing is the idea of life after this life. For instance, is it like a dreamless sleep? Is there really another life waiting? Can we really become another person? Sure, it's an odd thing to think... But part of me wants to know, and that brings me to my next ponderance...
Suicide. Yes, yes, it's bad, you think. "Taboo," even. But perhaps under certain circumstances it's not? Hm... It's something to wonder about, in any case... As in, if, to give your life for your/your spouse's unborn child to live... could you? Could you give your life for a friend you care for deeply?
And then, what I could do... to stop someone from suicide and self-mutilation. If there is a way. I'm just... worried about her...
In any case, thinking about all this, dying and such, has put a perspective on life. On how our days are numbered from birth.
Makes me wonder how long each of us have...