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Post by Vivinette Rendair on Jul 13, 2009 22:39:43 GMT -5
I grew up so sheltered. All I ever knew were my best friends. Thomas and Delore.
I was never a friend.
At one time, a sweet, blissful time, I thought we were all going to be together forever.
It wasn't ever going to happen.
I found myself falling for him. I was hopeful.
You were naive.
I never learned. Not one time. I could never stop thinking about him.
Fate's a cruel bitch, isn't she?
Then came the know-it-all. Hayley.
You were always jealous.
She took him from me. Took him up so fast I could hardly blink.
It was your fault, anyway. You introduced us.
I was so stupid. I just wanted more friends, that's all.
You always were so selfish.
I told him I hated him one night. The night before.
It's your fault. You drove me to it.
I guess I deserved finding him.
You deserved what you got.
I couldn't breathe when I saw him.
You told me to.
Hayley and Thomas blame me. I've heard them.
They're right.
I'd do anything to bring him back.
You'll never see me again.
I don't deserve Tyrone.
He's too good for you.
I can never love him.
You'll never love anyone.
I can't have who I want.
I never wanted you, anyway.
I just want to see him again.
I'll never look at you.
I only want to hear his voice again.
I'll never speak to you.
I just want one chance.
You've had it.
I'll never love anyone else.
Pull the trigger.
I'm sorry.
See you in hell.
I love you.
Die.
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